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xxblondiexx0714's Journal  well, last night was pretty fun! i went 2 the races w/ Korie n Stina. and most of the night we were hangin out w/ Mikey, Kyle, and Brandon. Brandon was being an asshole but what else is new? lol But Kyle n Mikey are like the funniest ppl ever! lol idk there just so dumb its funny! lol and then the rest of the night that we wernt w/ them we were w/ Chris and his friends... hmm what fun? naw it deff. wasnt. cuz i love it how like chirs said 2 words 2 me. hmm oh well. im sick of boys! but taday i streight up asked chirs if he even wanted 2 talk 2 me ne more or even wanted 2 b freinds w/ me! and of course he said "what are u talkin about karissa? why woodnt i?" i figured he wood say something like that! but then wen i started givin him reassons why i thot what i thot he didnt respond and eventually got off... idk i think it was cuz he knows that im ryte... ahhh idk i dont even wanna think about it ne more!! la de da... ne wayz this has been a really long and hard week. cuz of everything w/ mike. but thanks 2 my friends i got thro it pretty easy! *THANKS SO MUCH GUYZ* ((u kno who u r )) oh, and yeah me and megan are in a fight... hmm b/c lets see... on thursday we had made r plans 2 go 2 the races w/ emily. but then emily called megan and told her that she coodnt go cuz her parents woodnt let her! so Megan calls me up and she like "i think that we shood go 2 the races another time" and im like "why" and shes like "well cuz emily cant go and my dad said he wont b pikin us up every week" and i was like "wow alright" and i hung up on her... so Friday comes around and wen i was walkin artound in the morn. w/ her and emily i just ignored her and then after 1st period i think she wrote me a note that said something like "its obvious that ur mad @ me and im sry i jst dont want u 2 b mad @ me" and idk what else it said. but ne wayz yeah im wicked pissed @ her cuz she cant do ne thing w/o emily and it just pisses me off! i mean she is suspossed 2 b MY "BEST FRIEND" and she cant hang out w/ me w/o emily. Am i just crazy? or do i actually have a reasson 2 b mad? idk but i guess after math ((the class that i have w/ her)) she told emily that she was goin 2 the nurse cuz she "coodnt handle it" or some shit and i guess she was crying! idk im sick of the bullshit i really am... and of course the whole reasson why me and megan are fighting it cuz its always emily n meagn, emily n megan... and whats goin on tanight... MEGAN IS SLEEPIN OVER EMILY'S! wow what a surprise huh? wow i cant even think bout it ne more! **PEACE** Current mood:  aggravated.
idk.. things just dont seem real 2 me.. idk how long its gonna take for me 2 releze that hes not comin bak... i just dont kno.. it was a LONG day! i was just wicked upset and not in the mood and everyone just kept askin me what was wrong and i had 2 explain it 2 them and the whole morn. i kept wanting 2 cry but i didnt i just kept it all in. and then i cried dring lunch and G period... idk i guess things are slowley starting 2 get bak 2 normal w/ korie. but the worst feeling 2 have it feelin that everyttime u get in a fight w/ ur "best freind" it gets resolved b/c something bad hhappened.. idk.. it seems like the last fight we were in we started talkin again b/c my gramps died and b4 that it was cuz her uncle was sick and now this... i mean wow i really dont kno wtf is goin on.. am i ryte? or am i just crazy? shit w/ a certain someone is gettin wicked different now and idk y. i just wish i cood tell them how i feel but i can cuz i KNOW w/e i say will b said 2 someone else that i dont want 2 kno . idk i hate loosing best freinds! it seems like wen i need 2 b cheered up the person that usually does it aint there ne more.. and i guess that just suks! *BLAH* idk ill write later Current mood:  drained.
wow this weekend totally blows! last night i went 2 the races... and that was pretty fun intill i finally got the guts 2 go up 2 chris and say hi 2 him and he didnt even say ne thing he just waved...wooo and thats not even the bad part of my weekend! taday just totally sucked! like im not gonna say ne thing in here cuz i dont think that wood b ryte but idk it fukin sux! this shit just dont seeem real 2 me! i cant beleive this has happened! i feel so bad for vinny! he dont deserve 2 have that taken away from him! he loooked up 2 him! ahhh idk ~R.I.P-5*8*04~ Current mood: crushed.
blah! i hate rain so fukin much! cuz u cant do ne thing and its all dark n grey out n it just makes u wanna sleep! lol well this weekend was pretty gay! lol friday i did nothing lol then yesturday i gave my dog a bath and then went shopping 2 walmart ((wahoooooo! lol)) cuz i had 2 get makeup and then i went 2 old navy and fashion bug and i got capris! yay! lol then i went n hung out w/ my mom and helena for the day! that was fun! my mom is gettin so big! im so excited for the baby 2 be born! only like 2 and a half more monthes! im so excited! lol ...Things are so different now, and i dont kno what i have done 2 make them become that way i really dont. all i do kno is that, i sure hope that things will go bak 2 normal soon cuz i miss u and i miss the way things used 2 b! :-\ well ill write later!! PEACE! Current mood:  blah.
well taday was a pretty good day. it went by really fast. i took a test in world history and i think i did pretty good. it had 31 multiple choice and that part was pretty easy but i ddint do the 2 short anwser questions! so hopefully i did good. i am really trying 2 do good this tearm! lol well last night.. hmmm wasnt a very good night! i found out somethings that i *NEVER* wood come out of a certain someones mouth! and they did and i was really surpirsed and hurt! i runied a *GREAT* friendship w/ someone who has been such an awsome friend and stuck by me thro so much and in such a short amount of time! and thats all gone now cuz things i said got twisted up and someone is lying somewhere and i dont kno who it is but idk i lost a great frienship over soemtihng that i cant even explain my self over cuz they wonnt listen they think im lying wen i dont even kno y they wood think that b/c i have never lied 2 them b4... i guess ppl have the ablity 2 change like overnight who knows what this world is coming 2... ...on the other hand, Things have been so different w/ someone we will call "X" lol lmao im such a fukin loser!!!! lol well thing have been so different w/ X latley like i dont even kno what iv done 2 them 2 make them so different. it seems like everything just keep changing over night. i mean i wood understand if like we slowley stopped talkin but like i talked 2 him one night and havent talked 2 him since and its been a while and i used 2 talk 2 them bout everynight even if it wa only for like 2 min! i still loved those 2 mins... oh well i have liked X ((hahahaha lmao it just makes me laugh lol)) for such a long time and mabe/hopefully i well get over him cuz i want 2 but then the bad side of that is im loosing a best friend... ah la de da i cant seem 2 win.. as Emily says drama just loves me and follows me where ever i go and never goes away! lol i love that grl so much... ...i wanna thank all my friends who have been there for me for the past couple of weeks! u really have no idea how much it means 2 me i dont kno where i wood ever b w/o all of u! ~THANKS!!~.... well ill write laterrrrrrrrr Current mood:  content.
just got home from skool like 30 min ago! and i coodnt wait 2 get off the bus! i hate annoying ppl and i jst coodnt deal taday! ahhhh! la de da! other then that it was a pretty good day... went by kinda slpw till lunch then after that it went by fast! well idk what 2 write bout.. ill write later... **I miss you so much u dont even kno!** Current mood: annoyed.
well, 1st day bak 2 skool after vaca... long like all other 1st day baks after vaca! oh well tho! i just cant wait till summer. im SOO sick of skool, i mean iv come 2 releize that skool it self aint that bad ((if we didnt have 2 wake up so damn fukin EARLEY! lol)) its the drama thats in it that i cant handle ne more.... just ppl talk 2 much shit and ppl fight over the gayest shit and its liek wow dont u have better things in life 2 do then cause problems for ur self? yeah, i kno i cause drama sometimes but i try n stay away from it as much as i can! i mean yeah if someone actually has 2 the guts 2 come up 2 me themselfs and not talk shit behind my bak then yeah i aint gonna bak down n not say ne thing bak! i aint that type of person! but i dont cause it ya kno what im trying 2 say? im just so sick of fighting w/ my "best freinds". i mean iv tryed 2 do what i can 2 fix the "friendship" the best i can, but they dont wanna listen! i aint the kinda person 2 run around n chase them 2 talk. i aint 5 ne more! :-/ but wen they relieze they wanna talk 2 me i aint gonna b there 2 listen 2 what they have 2 say they wil jst have 2 learn what paybacks like i guess! la de da! drama drama drama! woo! highskool is so awsome! lol other wise, things are bak 2 normal...unfortunally ((some ppl kno what im talkin bout)) i cant believe that i thot things wood b different.... i guess not... hmmm **Sigh** well ill write later! :-* Current mood: bored.
well taday was a pretty good day! intill i read something that i prolly shoodnt have i guess its my own fault! :'( :'( :'( i just never thot she wood do that 2 me... but i guess i was wrong, i guess i cant even trust the ppl that i thot i cood...peace Current mood: sad.
well taday was a goood day, and i dont kno y! it was just really fun! lol... well tamorrow is friday! and its the last day 4 april vaca!! im so excited! im so sick of skool! we have the freshman/sophmore dace! im not goin tho cuz its gonna b mad gay! lol well i dont feel like writtin ne mroe ill write later peace Current mood:  bouncy.
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